and among those flapping articles was sitting in a chair�察�like the
last mariner left alive on the deck of a damp ship without the power of
furling the sails�察�a little woe´begone young man。
'Our John��' said Mrs Chivery。
Not to be deficient in interest�察�Clennam asked what he might be doing
there��
'It's the only change he takes��' said Mrs Chivery�察�shaking her head
afresh。 'He won't go out�察�even in the back´yard�察�when there's no linen��
but when there's linen to keep the neighbours' eyes off�察�he'll sit
there�察�hours。 Hours he will。 Says he feels as if it was groves��' Mrs
Chivery shook her head again�察�put her apron in a motherly way to her
eyes�察�and reconducted her visitor into the regions of the business。
'Please to take a seat�察�sir��' said Mrs Chivery。 'Miss Dorrit is the
matter with Our John�察�sir�察�he's a breaking his heart for her�察�and I
would wish to take the liberty to ask how it's to be made good to his
parents when bust��'
Mrs Chivery�察�who was a fortable´looking woman much respected about
Horsemonger Lane for her feelings and her conversation�察�uttered this
speech with fell posure�察�and immediately afterwards began again to
shake her head and dry her eyes。
'Sir��' said she in continuation�察�'you are acquainted with the family��
and have interested yourself with the family�察�and are influential with
the family。 If you can promote views calculated to make two young people
happy�察�let me�察�for Our john's sake�察�and for both their sakes�察�implore
you so to do��'
'I have been so habituated��' returned Arthur�察�at a loss�察�'during
the short time I have known her�察�to consider Little´´I have been so
habituated to consider Miss Dorrit in a light altogether removed from
that in which you present her to me�察�that you quite take me by surprise。
Does she know your son��'
'Brought up together�察�sir��' said Mrs Chivery。 'Played together。'
'Does she know your son as her admirer��'
'Oh� �bless you�察�sir��' said Mrs Chivery�察�with a sort of triumphant
shiver�察�'she never could have seen him on a Sunday without knowing he
was that。 His cane alone would have told it long ago�察�if nothing else
had。 Young men like John don't take to ivory hands a pinting�察�for
nothing。 How did I first know it myself�拭�Similarly。'
'Perhaps Miss Dorrit may not be so ready as you�察�you see。'
'Then she knows it�察�sir��' said Mrs Chivery�察�'by word of mouth。'
'Are you sure��'
'Sir��' said Mrs Chivery�察�'sure and certain as in this house I am。 I see
my son go out with my own eyes when in this house I was�察�and I see my
son e in with my own eyes when in this house I was�察�and I know he
done it��' Mrs Chivery derived a surprising force of emphasis from the
foregoing circumstantiality and repetition。
'May I ask you how he came to fall into the desponding state which
causes you so much uneasiness��'
'That��' said Mrs Chivery�察�'took place on that same day when to this
house I see that John with these eyes return。 Never been himself in this
house since。 Never was like what he has been since�察�not from the hour
when to this house seven year ago me and his father�察�as tenants by the
quarter�察�came��' An effect in the nature of an affidavit was gained from
this speech by Mrs Chivery's peculiar power of construction。 'May I
venture to inquire what is your version of the matter��'
'You may��' said Mrs Chivery�察�'and I will give it to you in honour and in
word as true as in this shop I stand。 Our John has every one's good word
and every one's good wish。 He played with her as a child when in that
yard a child she played。 He has known her ever since。 He went out upon
the Sunday afternoon when in this very parlour he had dined�察�and met
her�察�with appointment or without appointment�察�which�察�I do not pretend to
say。 He made his offer to her。 Her brother and sister is high in their
views�察�and against Our John。 Her father is all for himself in his views
and against sharing her with any one。 Under which circumstances she
has answered Our John�察 �No�察�John�察�I cannot have you�察�I cannot have
any husband�察�it is not my intentions ever to bee a wife�察�it is my
intentions to be always a sacrifice�察�farewell�察�find another worthy of
you�察�and forget me� ─�This is the way in which she is doomed to be a
constant slave to them that are not worthy that a constant slave she
unto them should be。 This is the way in which Our John has e to find
no pleasure but in taking cold among the linen�察�and in showing in that
yard�察�as in that yard I have myself shown you�察�a broken´down ruin that
goes home to his mother's heart��' Here the good woman pointed to the
little window�察�whence her son might be seen sitting disconsolate in
the tuneless groves�察�and again shook her head and wiped her eyes�察�and
besought him�察�for the united sakes of both the young people�察�to exercise
his influence towards the bright reversal of these dismal events。
She was so confident in her exposition of the case�察�and it was so
undeniably founded on correct premises in so far as the relative
positions of Little Dorrit and her family were concerned�察�that Clennam
could not feel positive on the other side。 He had e to attach to
Little Dorrit an interest so peculiar´´an interest that removed her
from�察�while it grew out of�察�the mon and coarse things surrounding
her´´that he found it disappointing�察�disagreeable�察�almost painful�察�to
suppose her in love with young Mr Chivery in the back´yard�察�or any such
person。 On the other hand�察�he reasoned with himself that she was just
as good and just as true in love with him�察�as not in love with him��
and that to make a kind of domesticated fairy of her�察�on the penalty
of isolation at heart from the only people she knew�察�would be but a
weakness of his own fancy�察�and not a kind one。 Still�察�her youthful and
ethereal appearance�察�her timid manner�察�the charm of her sensitive voice
and eyes�察�the very many respects in which she had interested him out
of her own individuality�察�and the strong difference between herself and
those about her�察�were not in unison�察�and were determined not to be in
unison�察�with this newly presented idea。
He told the worthy Mrs Chivery�察�after turning these things over in his
mind´´he did that�察�indeed�察�while she was yet speaking´´that he might be
relied upon to do his utmost at all times to promote the happiness of
Miss Dorrit�察�and to further the wishes of her heart if it were in his
power to do so�察�and if he could discover what they were。 At the same
time he cautioned her against assumptions and appearances�察�enjoined
strict silence and secrecy�察�lest Miss Dorrit should be made unhappy�察�and
particularly advised her to endeavour to win her son's confidence and so
to make quite sure of the state of the case。 Mrs Chivery considered the
latter precaution superfluous�察�but said she would try。 She shook her
head as if she had not derived all the fort she had fondly expected
from this interview�察�but thanked him nevertheless for the trouble he had
kindly taken。 They then parted good friends�察�and Arthur walked away。
The crowd in the street jostling the crowd in his mind�察�and the two
crowds making a confusion�察�he avoided London Bridge�察�and turned off in
the quieter direction of the Iron Bridge。 He had scarcely set foot upon
it�察�when he saw Little Dorrit walking on before him。 It was a pleasant
day�察�with a light breeze blowing�察�and she seemed to have that minute
e there for air。 He had left her in her father's room within an hour。
It was a timely chance�察�favourable to his wish of observing her face
and manner when no one else was by。 He quickened his pace�察�but before he
reached her�察�she turned her head。
'Have I startled you��' he asked。
'I thought I knew the step��' she answered�察�hesitating。
'And did you know it�察�Little Dorrit�拭�You could hardly have expected
mine。'
'I did not expect any。 But when I heard a step�察�I thought it´´sounded
like yours。'
'Are you going further��'
'No�察�sir�察�I am only walking her for a little change。'
They walked together�察�and she recovered her confiding manner with him��
and looked up in his face as she said�察�after glancing around��
'It is so strange。 Perhaps you can hardly understand it。 I sometimes
have a sensation as if it was almost unfeeling to walk here。'
'Unfeeling��'
'To see the river�察�and so much sky�察�and so many objects�察�and such change
and motion。 Then to go back�察�you know�察�and find him in the same cramped
place。'
'Ah yes� �But going back�察�you must remember that you take with you the
spirit and influence of such things to cheer him。'
'Do I�拭�I hope I may� �I am afraid you fancy too much�察�sir�察�and make me
out too powerful。 If you were in prison�察�could I bring such fort to
you��' 'Yes�察�Little Dorrit�察�I am sure of it。'
He gathered from a tremor on her lip�察�and a passing shadow of great
agitation on her face�察�that her mind was with her father。 He remained
silent for a few moments�察�that she might regain her posure。 The
Little Dorrit�察�trembling on his arm�察�was less in unison than ever with
Mrs Chivery's theory�察�and yet was not irreconcilable with a new fancy
which sprung up within him�察�that there might be some one else in the
hopeless´´newer fancy still´´in the hopeless unattainable distance。
They turned�察�and Clennam said�察�Here was Maggy ing� �Little Dorrit
looked up�察�surprised�察�and they confronted Maggy�察�who brought herself
at sight of them to a dead stop。 She had been trotting along�察�so
preoccupied and busy that she had not recognised them until they turned
upon her。 She was now in a moment so conscience´stricken that her very
basket partook of the change。
'Maggy�察�you promised me to stop near father。'
'So I would�察�Little Mother�察�only he wouldn't let me。 If he takes and
sends me out I must go。 If he takes and says�察 �Maggy�察�you hurry away and
back with that letter�察�and you shall have a sixpence if the answer's a
good 'un�察─�I must take it。 Lor�察�Little Mother�察�what's a poor thing of
ten year old to do�拭�And if Mr Tip´´if he happens to be a ing in as
I e out�察�and if he says ;Where are you going�察�Maggy�拭─�and if I says��
;I'm a going So and So�察─�and if he says�察 �I'll have a Try too�察─�and if
he goes into the George and writes a letter and if he gives it me and
says�察 �Take that one to the same place�察�and if the answer's a good 'un
I'll give you a