i might as well have a cowbell around his neck。 Fielding is on the sick list； damn it。 So it has to be Schultz； Talley； and Cadwallader。 Two of them old unkillables and Talley the only repple with too little experience…and a shame Fielding has la grippe or whatever it is； I need him。 Mi right； Schultz gets Cadwallader； I'll nurse Talley through it。
It was a two…squad dugout； his squad was sacked in on the left； the other squad had a card game going by candlelight on their side。 Lazarus called his squad into a huddle； waking Cadwallader and Schultz to do so。 Russell and Wyatt stayed in their bunks； as the huddle took place against them。 〃The Lieutenant wants us to cut wire and told me to ask for three volunteers。〃
Schultz nodded at once； as Lazarus knew he would。 〃I'll go。〃 In Lazarus' opinion his assistant squad leader should have a section。 Schultz was forty； a married volunteer； and trying hard to offset his name； his trace of German accent （second generation）…but doing it steadily； methodically； withottt'fiash。 No glory hound。 Lazarus hoped that not many of the Germans they faced were of Schultz's quality…but he knew they were； especially veterans pulled back from the collapsed Russian front。 His only fault in Lazarus'… eyes was that he disliked Dinkowski。
〃That's one。 Don't all speak at once。〃
〃What's the matter with them？〃 Cadwallader said loudly；
jerking a thumb at the other squad。… 〃Teacher's pets？ They haven't done anything for a week。〃
Corporal O'Brien answered for his squad： 〃'Tell your troubles to Jesus； the Chaplain's gone over the hill！' Whose deal？〃
〃Who's next？〃
Dinkowski gulped。 〃Take me； Corporal。〃
Talley shrugged。 〃Okay。〃
（Damn you； Dinky…why didn't you wait and simply make it unanimous？ And damn that silly second john for ordering me to ask for volunteers。 Better to tell 'em。） 〃Let's hear some more voices。 This isn't the S；O。S。〃 （Lieutenant Birdbrain； you postnasal drip； Cadwallader is right； it's not our turn。 Why didn't you go through the platoon sergeant and section leader？ they're fair about handing out dirty details。）
Russell and Wyatt spoke up together。 Lazarus waited； then said； 〃Cadwailader？ You're the only holdout。〃
〃Corporal； you asked for three volunteers。 How e you want the whole squad？〃 …
（Because I want you； you unappetizing ape。 You're the best soldier in the squad。） 〃Because I need you。 Will you volunteer？〃
〃I ain't no volunteer； Corporal； I was drafted。〃
〃Very well。〃 （Damn all officers … who interfere where they shouldn't。） 〃Wyatt； you were out last night； get back in your bunk。 Russell； you get some sleep； too； you may be busy soon。 Schultz； I'll take Dinkowski； you take Talley。 Black me up first and make it fast； Fve got to see the Lieutenant。 Get out the cork。〃
Lazarus got through their own wire without much trouble by enlarging breaks German shells had made。 He did all the work himself； simply requiring Dinkowski to stay flat and follow … him。 There was the regular crump！ of artillery； their own and the German howitzers。 Lazarus ignored them； there being nothing better he could do。 …The chattering cough of machine guns he ignored； too； as long as the sound came from far enough along his flanks。 Snipers he did not worry about other than to stay low。
His prime wariness was directed at German patrols…if any
…and at starshells…far too many。 The latter were the reason he had Dinkowski stay belly down； he did not trust his assistant to freeze and hold it if caught on his knees when a star shell burst。
Once… past the last of their own entanglements he led Dinkowski； both； belly…crawling； into a shell hole； then put his mouth to the private's ear。 〃Stay here till I get back。〃
〃But； Corporal； I don't want to stay behind！〃〃Not so loud； you'll wake the baby。 Whisper against my… ear。 If I'm not back in an hour； go back alone。〃
〃But I can't find my way back！〃
〃There's the Dipper； there's the Pole Star。 Go back southwest。 If you miss the gaps； you've got wirecutters。 Just remem… ber this： When a star shell bursts…/reeze！ The time to move is …just as it ~oes out； while their eyes are still dazzled。 And try to be quiet； you remind me of two skeletons on a tin roof。 Don't get shot by our own people at the last minute。 What's the password？〃
〃Oh； hell； it's 'Charlie Chaplin。' Forget it again and you'll get more than a blighty； some of our lads are trigger…happy。 Now repeat back。〃
〃Corporal； I'm going to cut wire with you。〃 Lazarus sighed inwardly。 The clumsy little clown wanted to soldier。 If I don't let him tag along； it can kill his spirit。 But if I do let him； it might kill both of us。 Cadwallader； I admire； your good sense…and hate your guts。 And wish I had you along。
〃All right。 Not a word from here on。 Pat my foot and point if you have to…and stay that close。 Remember what I said about … star shells。 See any Boche； don't breathe。 I。f they
…。 surprise us…surrender at once。〃
〃'Surrender'？〃
〃If you want to be a grandfather。 You can't kill a German patrol all by your lonesome。 Even if you could； it would
…make so much racket that their machine guns would chop you in two。 Stick close and stay down。〃
Laza？us could almost touch the first German wire when a star shell burst and the …private panicked…tried for a shell hole they had just e through and was hit as he fell into it。
Lazarus lay still and listened to screams as the dazzling star burned above him。 One of our own； he mused； a German shell would burst to backlight the American trenches。 If that poor little dope doesn't shut up； the air around here is going to be thick with merry greetings。 Can't cut wire with all that advertising。 And…oh； hell； he's my boy； I've got to take care of him。 Probably be a favor to Dinky to finish him off…but
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Maureen wouldn't like that。 Okay； let's get l~im back…then e back and finish this crummy detail。 No sleep tonight and over the top about oh…four…hundred。 Next time join the Navy。 …
'The flare died out and Lazarus was up fast and moving… as another star shell flared。 Machine…gun bullets stitched his side and knocked him into the shell hole。 One struck a hard implant in the right side of his belly； tumbled； and chewed its way out just above his left hip。 Others did other damage… nothing too difficult to repair in 4291 AD。； but； this being the Dark Ages； any one of them was enough。
Lazarus felt it only as a mighty blow that knocked him off his feet and into the shell hole。 He did not bee unconscious at once； he had time to realize that he was mortally wounded。 He lay as he had fallen and looked up at his stars； realizing that he had e to his ending place。
Every animal finds its ending place。 Some find it in a trap； another in a fight it cannot win； some happy few in a quiet place to wait for the end。 Whatever it is； it is the ending place and most of us know when we reach it。 This is mine。
Did Dinky know？ I think so； he's stopped screaming…I think he looked for his。 Odd that it doesn't hurt。 Thanks for
… making it worthwhile； Maureen 。 。 Llita 。。 Dorable 。 Tamara 。 。 Minerva 。 。 Laz； Lor 。 。 Ira 。 。 Maureen… He heard wild geese honking high overhead； looked up at
his stars again as they blacked out。… …
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〃You still don't understand；〃 the Gray Voice droned on。 〃There is no time； there is no space。 What was~ is； and ever shall be。 You are you； playing chess with yourself； and again you have checkmated yourself。 You are the referee。 Morals are your agreement with yourself to abide by your own rules。 To thine own self be true or you spoil the game。〃
〃Crazy。〃 …
〃Then vary the rules and play a different game。 You cannot exhaust her infinite variety。〃
〃If you would just let me look at your face；〃 Lazarus muttered pettishly。
〃Try a mirror。〃…
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Prom the Kansas City Post November 7。 1918：
；。~。 ay… a handfu； list~ … supplementary list of our losses。 We report with sorrow those from Kansas and Missouri： KILLED Abel Thos J PvtJfsnCity Avery 。ino M 2nd Lt Sedatia； Baird Geo M Pfc Tpka； Badger F M Pvt StJsph； Casper Robt S Sgt； Hatfield R S Cpl KCK； Kerr Jack M 1st Lt Jo~lin； Pfeifer Hans Pfc Dodge City。
MISSI。VG IN ACTION： Austin Geo W Ssgt HnnblMo； Bell T R Cpi WchtaK； Berry L MPvt CrthgMo。 Bronson Theo Cpl KCMo； Casper M M 1st Lt LwrncK； Dillingham o G Pvt Rolla； Farley F X KCMo； Hawes Win Pie Sprngfld； Oliver R C Pfc StLouis。 WOUNDED：
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〃Ira！ Galahad！ Got him？〃
〃Yes！ Hoist us in！ Oh； what a mess！ Ish； about two liters and lots of jelly。〃
〃Get him inside and let me see him。 Lor； you can get us out of here now。〃
〃Seal up； Dora； and bounce it！〃
〃Sealed and zooming！ Screens down！ What the goddamn hell have they done to Boss？〃
〃I'm trying to find out； Dora。 Be ready with the tank； I may freeze him。〃
〃Ready now； Ish。 Laz…Lor； I told you we should pick him up sooner。 I told you。〃
〃Pipe down； Dora。 We told him he'd get his ass shot off。 But he was having more fun than kittens…〃
〃…and wouldn't have thanked us…〃
〃…and wouldn't have e…〃…
〃…you know how stubborn he is。〃
〃Tamara；〃 said Ishtar； 〃cuddle his head and talk to him。 Keep him alive。 I don't want to freeze him…if at all…until I've made temporary repairs。 Hamadryad； clamp there！ Mm
Galahad； one slug hit the Finder。 That's how his intestines got so chopped up。〃
〃Clone…trans？〃
〃Perhaps。 The way he regenerates； repair and support may be enough。 Justin； you were right； the dates on his letters did
prove that be didn't last through it； losing the Finder's signal pinpointed when and where。 Galahad； are you finding more fragments？ I want to cloSe him。 Tamara； rouse him； make him talk！ I don